Random Thoughts...

Sitting down to pen my thoughts

Thoughts entangling flurry of emotions

Emotions filled with tint of bloom and joy

Joy with the hope to sustain

Sustain for eternal life

Life of dreams with gleam and glory

Glory to outshine beauty of  naive soul

Soul with brim of innocence 

Innocence spreading smiles to miles

Miles to reach to encompass my scattered thoughts...

Human without Humanity???

With so much happening around , looks like 2020 should already be termed as year of turmoil. So much negativity prevailing, every day we are waking up to some shocker or the other. Especially since when this Corona thing has started, it seems like world peace is alarmed. We are waking up to the news of increasing death toll across the globe, migrants battle,  forest fires, border tensions,  locusts attack, cyclone warnings, shaky earthquakes, riots, racism attacks, mass protests, mayhem, and what not- all leading to disaster. Still people are instilled with enough courage and hope that they can fight all this, adopting all safety measures they would emerge as true warriors, this pandemic is not as deadly as it was thought. Every one is running behind a crucial agenda of saving human lives and that's what we have been taught. The global economy coming to a standstill ,worldwide business facing crisis because they say life is of utmost importance, hence all infeasible efforts to save humans.

But, amongst all this, am just forced to question myself, will human count to any value without  littlest of humanity being left. Yes, and I think this is the ask of the hour and each one us should be posing to same quest from within our inner selves.

Woken up to the below piece of news today which totally led to a wave of utter shock, totally unbelievable and brutal act by  a group of monsters who call themselves humans

"A pregnant elephant was fed cracker stuffed pineapple by unidentified people in Kerala which exploded in her mouth, damaging her jaw and eventually took her life."

Just imagine the amount of grieving and pain the poor life had to undergo just because she was speechless, she was hungry, she was innocent, and after all she was just an animal??? Has Human  become this superior today that he can take life out of any living soul?? How can one even think of committing such a heinous crime?? At this point, can't visualize anything more inhumane and cruel that can happen.The act has surpassed all the limits of barbarism. Have we completely lost humanity?? Right to Education is being questionable when such heart wrenching incidents occur in the state that accounts for literacy rate of 93%, the state that is known as 'Gods own country'.  Sheer irony it is, all education and morals leading to such immorality. With the lack of empathy and kindness, nobody deserves to be called as human. There would be no purpose of saving population just for the sake. We have no right to hurt any existing life on this planet. These innocent souls have looked upon us since ages for food, shelter and all support we have provided to them. We can't lose that trust and let such ruthless incidents to happen.Search is still on for those heartless monsters, definitely they must be having the devil's horns on their heads. 

 Considered myself a thick-skinned but such horrified incident has perplexed me to vent the agony and unfortunately we do not have any solution. This is so much disturbing. Can just wish for the guilty to be punished soon with the worst possible way exposing to strictest of the laws. We can't let go such vicious crimes of betrayal. Justice needs to prevail at any cost.

Donate Blood...Save Life...Make a Difference...!!!

Have you ever thought that you can help in saving a life. Yes, you can really be a saviour for someone counting breaths. Doesn't this sound something miraculous. Many of you must have been donating blood from time to time or as required. But I still feel we need to spread the awareness among the lot. This reminds me of a saying - 'Be a blood and organ donor. All it costs is a little love'. What if we can spread some kindness, which in turn can make a difference in some one's life. Believe me, the feeling is marvelous, a deed done totally out of generosity and goodness, for the welfare of others. I experienced the same recently, though for the very first time. Found that, have really missed something. Just reciprocating my feelings and perception over here. All you need to be hale and hearty, and must thank the mighty for blessing you with supreme health. Let's make an attempt to gift a life to some one who is solely striving for it.Believe me the feeling of giving is different within itself, so why deprived from such a benevolent act. Give a thought..:)
Stay Healthy. Save Life..!

My sleep is what I miss..!!!

Couching on my velvet chair,
Feeling restless,lost elsewhere,
Amidst all snoring hiss,
My sleep is what I miss.

Shaping my castle of dreams,
Building my thoughts on themes,
Yearning to rise in bliss,
My sleep is what I miss.

Draining out the clutter from mind,
Thinking of words to bind,
Ignoring the airy kiss,
My Sleep is what I miss.

Silent night,wandering through the globe,
Wearing the gloomy robe,
Awful is this remiss,
My sleep is what I miss...!!!

Turn a Blind Eye

Trashed to survive
Unborn feeble life
Ripples of dreams
Naked all breached

Attacked to death

Blind, you beast
Lurking from law
Inhuman,you human
Nerd,provoking bane
Daughter is boon

Elicit all compassion
Yield her life
Escort to birth


PS: Linked to AO

Give me some sunshine..Give me some Rain..Give me another chance,I wanna grow up Once Again..!!!

The world around is peacefully snoring, and me non stop listening to this number (don't have a count though),because just thoughts don't let me go.A bit aloof, somewhat distressed, restless, losing patience,posing temper, oh..my god, isn't it too much of negative vibes surrounding, do these really define me?? I wasn't like this ever,believe me. But, then what is causing this all of a sudden, or it's a gradual effect.Whatever.. But, the main concern is why, the life is seeming so off track, or is it me only moving in the wrong direction. We dream big, even work for them, but are we able to meet our dreams.We think high, but are those positive thoughts radiated back? Trying my hard to power my thoughts, but is it a worthy task, having a control over our mind? I feel, one single wish if granted, one single direction if shown, one single chance if given, I'll be what life desires from me.But, then when will I get that chance or rather how can I get it? You may say, by putting endless efforts, and labor, but even then,is a right direction not needed? A focus should be there, but the area to focus should be one's priority, isn't it? Am, totally lost in this song, trying to subdue my emotions, but still want to ask you, do life offer us another chance, can we get an opportunity to amend our mistakes, what if I realize it now, What if I wish to start again, Is there some one to show me new direction, will I be able to knock any opportunity? Is this song reflecting a part of my life, do I need another chance, do I wish to grow again, do I wish to live life on my own terms,Well, considering the scenario right at the moment it's showing a positive sign.But then, again huge list of when,how ,where quenches me.I wish,it's just a passing phase, and I might get back soon, discovering my answers, moving with a firm pace,living my Life..Hope, He is having an eye over my thoughts, after all He has to listen..!!!

Maa Tujhe Salaam..!!!

Heyy friends..I know, you must be sensing the presence of my absence, After a long time,I'm returning,and I've a list of excuses for that.Living with a state of mind, entirely bewildered, and longing for something righteous to happen.Losing clutch on my obsession, is something which is really bothering me at the moment.Amidst all this, a sincere thanks goes to few of my friends for always raising my spirits, just love the quality moments spent with you.I've been wasting my time over some silly social networking amusements,now I'll try to stay away before the addiction hits me.Last but not least,the freezing winters am living in, do play some role in drifting me away from my space, just lazying around in the chill, ample to learn from the people around, but i fail.In this shivery season, where frost seems to be at it's peak,I see one person running around just for the sake of her family.Before, the dawn breaks, she can be noticed commencing the habitual routine, as if matching the pace with the tick of clock.Dedicating the whole of her life in just serving us, meeting our endless demands.A question, strikes me here, does the winter chill don't bites her, can't she lay off with any excuse, but still my self loves to be so reluctant, i feel helpless.Devoting, the huge percentage of the day in standing in front of the stove, serving with varieties, innumerable and the unmatched delicacy, without expecting a word of praise. A bit of vex in my life,and I can feel the crease of tense and worry burdening her, what shall I pay for this admiring concern? Whenever.I'd been in any suffering, a healing hand I've always felt near me, A soft caress,I've never missed, but what about her ailments, she never grumbled,or I was least concerned. A Life of compromises engrossed with adjustments, facing and sacrificing at every step, is it so easy to live?Whatever dearth, she is in, she could never let you feel any scarcity, always have seen her showering the oceans of love and care.A quest soars often in my mind, if God has created her merely for meeting our demands, listen to all our whines, without a single ray of rage, encasing always with the warmth of her cuddle.Yes,that's a mother, a sanctified lady indeed. An impassive soul like me can draw such emotions, but all in vague, What minute efforts do I make, to meet her unsaid expectations? A heartiest salute, to my mother, her unconditional love is beyond any expression,Describing your supportive and understanding nature is virtually impossible.Thanks for making me Me, for courage to face the world, for lessons I've learnt from you and still have in abundance to learn.Again,I salute you..!!!

A Wish to Fly High..:)

Take me out of
this gloomy sphere,
to hit the endless desires.
With the Wings of Wanderlust,
Want to fly high.
Wish,I could touch the sky.
My vigor speaks,
Yearning for the taste of freedom.
With the charismatic Wanderlust,
Want to crack the New Horizons.
Unbound destination,to compass,
Limitless miles to reach,
Want to leave behind,every
crease of vex,
Want to feel the breathe of air,
Take me in the wide open aura,
Before my alluring Wanderlust dies..!!!

Starry Revival..:)

Shining jewels in the gloomy sky,
Countless, they seem as a beam,
I gaze them with a glare,
My angels with a gloss of twinkle,
Beholding my dreams,
Upcasting my wish,
My sacred gems, grant me in swift,
entrusting you I unlax my eyes,
but with a glimpse of sight,
the chilly dawn takes you in abate,
clasp the dream to,I wake with a gust,
crushed,I am to see you all lost,
left with a wait,staring the cloudy haze,
with fingers crossed and breath tight,
Awe..I saw them, one,two and all,
am flushed with a ray of hope,
entrapped in rejuvenation of desires,
it's a starry revival, a fresh reincarnation,
a new awakening with more shine,
upholding my dreams, they glow in replete,
Shining in the Castle with streaks..!!!

Rain of Love..Rain of Sorrow...

The pouring drizzle,as I see,
Tranquil time,turning the hailing clouds,
into splash of shower,
sensational spree, Oh..I love,
am thrilled with soothing calm,
Beating the sorrows,
Refining the pains,
It's the Rain of love, Rain of joy...
Alas, I rue at the sight,
The Rain of love for me,
is of sorrow for the meager slum boy,
Driven in melancholy,we,
millions are there in the plight,
The errant child in me,relishes
to dance in down pouring shower,
poor he, there hankers for shelter,
running for a roof of shield,
abandoned by his murky life,
left with a cry of strife...
This is the Rain of daze,with
Stains of Sorrows ,and Drains of Love...

PS: Linked to 3WW (errant,hanker,murky)

Falling Leaves...

The leaves are green,
floating on trees,
whirling and winding,
dancing with glee.
But,the earthly nature,
wishes to groan,
sprawling autumn has
neared so soon,
Leaves all lush,have started
losing flutter,
falling with moan,
turning to red,pale and dry,
without any envious sigh,
Departed,they have,
with sorrows unsaid,
and song wordless..!!!

In need of Serendipity...

Celestial Soul,yours,
am blessed with,thou,
Within,fragment each,
is known your existence,
Without any piece of evidence,
Abiding in my heart,
absorbed deeply, in each of my breath,
resting within me,for
eternity with peace..
Despite,entangling in spirit,single,
I need to plea in petition,
You,the Creator of my Karma,
Owner of my actions,
Sealed my fate,
Concealed my destiny,
I obeyed each of your conduct,
Ranting,I'm in a hope,
Burning in the fire of wither,
Craving for that serendipitous moment,
will it ever happen to me,
will there be an end to my wait..
Oh..Mighty, lip to my woe,
tangled u, with sigh of my breaths..
Today,I Solicit you to,

Free me from my Karmas,
Take me into your spiritualism,
Obey,I will your Dharma,
Wipe off all my wither and worries,
Abate all my desires and woes,
Serendipity yours,I awe with a bow..!!!

PS : Linked to 3WW (Karma,obey,wither)

तनहा सफर..!!!

तनहा सा यह सफर है ,
न जाने कहाँ इसकी डगर है ॥
भीड़ में भी तन्हाई का अहसास है,
गम में खुशियों की आस है,
जिंदगी की इस राह में केवल तन्हाई ही तो पास है॥
तनहा दिल यह पूछ रहा ,
न जाने किस कशमकश से जूझ रहा॥
ये दिलेदास्तान कैसे करूं बयान ,
तनहा मैं और तनहा मेरी ज़ुबां ...!!!

Elusive Love...

Embracing the pleasurable memories,
Longing for the adore,
Undergoing the droop,
Shielding the afflictions,
Ignorance of intrigue,
Vanity to beat,
Elusive soul of mine, is within me...

Evading Contemplations,
Lamenting to moan,
Unclear vague of thoughts,
Subtle intricacy of yours,
Intangible with held ,
Void smirk to show,
Elusive soul of you, though speaks them all..!!!

PS: This piece of mine depicting kind of lost love, has been written for OSI prompt of the week-Elusive..!!!
Also, linking it to AO.
PPS:A sincere thanks here goes to Leo for his great insisting to take this prompt and ofcourse KP uncle for your kind suggestions..thanks ya..!!!

Mighty Teachers..!!!

True Mentor, true guide,
Enlightening millions of minds,
Awakening the generations coming,
Chasing them,u'll be for knowledge exploring,
Humanity serving,being a great mission,
Educating the world with a wide vision,
Respect is what they owe in generosity,
Shaping the future of every child with luminosity...!!!

MY Blog Journey...Silver Celebration..:)

heyy...can u beleive..dis one wuld be my 25th post..My God, my blog gonna be 25 posts old..I know its not any big number for u nd I might sound wierd, but for me it's hard to beleive,coz I culd never imagine myself as a writer..it's all just coz of u ppl...it's jus coz of your motivation n support, m njoying my journey in this world of blogs..its coz of u frnds, who inspire me to pen those words..it's all coz of ur valuable comments, ur precious time.. So, my dear friends, u all r vry special to me nd deserve a big-big Thanks...!!!..the biggest one...:) thnx for all ur appreciations...for the knowledge I gained from u...for the idea of imagination I learnt from u...for every moment related to dis blog is so refreshing, which I always gonna cherish...so, frnds once again I thank u all for every sharing nd always showing ur great presense..a bundle of thanks to all u grateful people..nd wish u'll always be there bestowing ur love nd support...So, now I feel, dis all calls for a celebration..small atleast..what say..??? Here,I'm dedicating dis piece to my lovely Blog..You rock my blog..luvvv uuuu...:)

In u,I find jest of my life,
where I shed my thoughts with rife.
To u, I've become addictive,
on blogging,I always wanna be active.
Adoring u with galore,
has become my passion.
Scrolling up & down,reckless,
till the count goes endless.
Pouring immense of thoughts nd poetry of forms,
for u're the bestest of platforms.
For each time I read my posts,
I find them just newly host.
You gifted me with friends special,
whose encouragement nd support makes me able.
Sharing with them, I'm growing as a writer,
exploring them, by being an ideal reader.
A wish I make for u,
for u be loaded with posts always new.
May,my pen's grip be clenched,
may,words be spilled like ocean always drenched.
May,my friends dear,
on reading me,always bloom with chear..!!!

dis is a take home gift for all of u..a bundle of joy for my dear frnds, hope u'll accept it..thnx a ton once again..!!! Keep going..!!!

Khamat Khaamna..Michhami Dukkaddam..Aka Sorry Day..!!!

Today is Khamat Khaamna Divas(Kshama Yaachna Divas), being observed by us Jainis..This day comes once every year in Paryushan Parva which in turn lays stress on self purification nd sacrificing,even sacrificing hunger..Paryushan is followed by chanting hymns,meditating nd living a disciplined life..Now, coming back to this Khamat Khaamna Divas..Basically, it's a day to apologize to your near nd dear ones, friends nd family members for all the wrongs done to them, knowingly or unknowingly, thus emphasizing on the art of seeking forgiveness nd forgiving as well..It's followed by phonecalls, messages nd all and terms such as Khamat Khaamna, Michhami Dukkadam are exchanged.In short, it carries with it a huge importance just like we celebrate all other days like Father's Day,Mother's Day,Friendship Day, etc..etc..

So, My Dear Friends, nd all those whom I've ever come across in my life in some way or the other,Knowingly, or Unknowingly if I've ever hurt you through any action or any deed,I heartly beg for your forgiveness.Michhami Dukkaddam..!!!

Lastly I would like to share one message here, sent to me by one of my cousins..here it goes..

Chota sa Sansaar, Galtiyan apaar,
aapke paas hai Kshama ka Adhikaar,
karlijiye nivedan sweekar,khamte hain barambaar..
Michhami Dukkadam..!!!

Missing...

As u all know, memories of true friendship can never fade, are captured in the heart and are fresh as ever.but, missing them is a natural phenomenon..today, while chatting with my special friend, was taken in flashback nd reminded of that golden time spent..which instantly compelled me to pour some thoughts, nd u know very well, dis is the best platform I could find...Miss u my dear friend..!!!

Today standing still in search of glory,
recollecting those old memories.
Thinking of those days of togetherness,
m filled with thrill nd happiness.
Moving into the flashback,
thinking of u,m taken aback.
Those long hours of gossips,
every moment with u was a bliss.
Life led with zeal, embracing the bond we shared,
those giggling nd laughter sessions which we had.
Caring nd sharing in abundance,
today wish to have your glance.
Wish,the time could be rewinded,
as u are always reminded.
m speechless,left with no words,
just thoughts nd thoughts.
mesmerizing moments countless,
miss them all being helpless...

Solitude...

Amidst of gusty winds,staring at sky blue,
bearing the ripples of waves with a hue,
stiffed with the cool breeze,casting no drift,
standing all alone in grim and filth.

shedding tears n memories of recollection,
slumbering thoughts with tormenting emotions,
chasing dreams in darkness of isolation,
lonely heart showcasing paralyzed sensation.

echoes of silence and sound of stillness,
leading to the state of solemness,
reasoning to confinement in immense,
with heart filled grievance..

This is for 'God', the one who's there, but where..??? Today, my self wanna question him..wished, if he could be one of the viewer and come up with finest of the replies...

Heyy Almighty!!!
2day my conscious is asking
coming up with all worries and curries,
watz my purpose in dis vivacity,
where will i land up ..is my curiosity..
watz my offense..
is the biggest suspense..
the world has become, so tough for me to survive,
my life is full of strive..

heyy u there, checking my patience,
can't u see my situation.. ??

all the pillars dropping down one by one..
m fill with frustration..
waiting for something righteous to happen..
will it ever..??
Oh lord speak out..
2day, u'll hav to..
tell me, why in my fate..
the feat is so late..??
Oh..but..u prepared me 2 play with risks..
2 accept the challenges that crawl..
2 face the poorest of all..
but..that was not the end..
and was not well..
Oh mighty.. give me the strength..
charge me with power..
wanna be someone 2 show the world..
need 2 repay a lot..
U, the creator of ma destiny..
uphold me before, i get loaded with debts..before my sleepless nites become countless..

before all my dreams r shattered..

before the liquid spilling from ma eyes wet my cheeks..
tell me..is there any bound 2 my apprehension..??
is my query so ambiguous for u..??
Oh Super power..listen my heart
speaking directly..
i need a utterance from u..
desire a reaction in response..
Oh mighty..Oh lord..do me a favor..
solve my enigma..
may i excel in my every endeavor..